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Suicide Notes- an excellent article on suicide. July 9, 2008

Filed under: Life, Opinion — emberglow @ 2:24 am
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Well, the only purpose of this post is to present and share with you the wonderful article I read in the magazine section of New York Times. Not only it is very beautifully written but also it is informative and points towards some of the common myths about suicide, the prominent being that there is not much we can do for people who are intent on committing suicide. Most suicide attempts reach ”completion” because the dark impulse of a suicidal mind meets ease and convenience of the method of ending one’s life.

Another theme of this article that is not really pointed out is that some places act as hypnotic traps for a suicidal mind. The Golden gate bridge in San Francisco is given as an example. I have read an excellent book by Tom Hunt called ”Cliffs of despair” that explores Britain’s Beachy head chalk headlands as such spot that lures suicidal people from all over the country.

Here’s the article from The New York Times,

”The Urge to End It All”

 

Pulp Fiction Rocks- some great movies I only recenly watched June 29, 2008

Filed under: Life, Opinion, Personal — emberglow @ 1:11 pm
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It’s just amazing how many things come to your life so late and end up being your all time favorites. I have always heard about the movie Pulp Fiction but never got around to watch it. I did so last week. And I have watched it 3 more times since then and will do so again. I totally love it and it cracks me up on various points and levels. That’s the kind of humor, dialogue and even the sound track I can just love. Pulp Fiction goes into my all time top 10 along with The Godfather 1 and 2 which also I ignored for years but watched like only 2 months ago! Also Apocalypse Now is another one that tugged at my heart with its Psychological terror and stunning Cinematography (While it depicts Vietnam and Cambodia It was mostly filmed in Philippines though) I suppose life has always more to offer than you can handle or expect. Ok then ye gods, Surprise me more!

I would be interested in knowing what you think of these movies. And let me know what are your all time favorite movies (classic or new ones) and why. Cheers.

 

We’re still here, World. May 24, 2008

Hello readers,

Well, in the title I thought I should bring you the short message from the many voices and personalities of my fragmented and cluttered brain. I have not blogged in ages as I have been busy with all things offline. Things are shaping up for stability and clarity in life. This is all I can say safely for now. I am on my way to become permanent resident of this peaceful, humble, placid and polite little country, New Zealand, within a couple of months. I hope this country will survive my very big ego, selfish and mean heart, erratic mind. If not, I can move on to wilder and bigger zones of this world. Any sprawling city where no one knows your name or gives a fuck and leaves you alone will do. Hopefully, next year I would take up higher studies to get an odd academic feather in some worthless field such as Literature, Creative writing, American studies. Hmm.

But well, I should be blogging again, at least once a week because this world cannot afford to miss my valuable opinions and prophetic voices. Ok, I’m just trying to annoy people. hee hee. **Phlegm, cough and spit.**

Another reason I did not post was because I only had thoughts of political nature on my mind and they are rarely worth reading. I have tracked with great thrill American Democratic nomination. I am glad that I’d endorsed Barack Obama months ago when he was considered just an underdog that Senator Hilary Clinton would beat by the sheer power of her status as Mrs. Bill Clinton, two timing former First Lady, extensive and powerful connections, huge support base and her ethnicity (if I’m allowed to say that). But Mr. Obama has not only lived up to my expectations, he has actually exceeded them! Well done. I believe in his wisdom, leadership, humility, diplomacy, charisma and good will even more now. Though I have high respect for Mr. McCain as well who is probably the first Democrat in the Republican party in a long time, I would have Mr. Obama to lead and redirect the new America and the new Americans into a new and fiercely challenging century. Sadly, America has been going down, and along with it the world economy. America stands at the crossroads and nothing will save it except reinventing itself as it has always done in the past and survived. I offer my prayers and good wishes to the land of individual freedom, liberty and innovation.

Other than this not so exciting note I should rattle my readers (most of whom just wander into my posts from anywhere) And to do so I think I should give you a typical sensational Ember goody to amuse yourself. Here is a link to the dirty love letters of James Joyce (If you might be dumb enough to own an iPOd and not know who he was, he was the great and acclaimed Irish writer whose novel Ulysses I have NOT read) to his lover and soulmate Nora. Here is the link: JAMES JOYCE’S DIRTY LETTERS read it and let me know what you think of it. That’s all for now… but wait. Here are two bonus trivia bits for you:

1.) I heard British singer Robbie Williams has been scouring Arizona for UFOs and actually attended international UFO conference. He says, he knows there are lots of hoaxes but he wants to believe in them, sincerely.

2.) I was just reading Wikipedia entry on Michael Moore (Sensationalist documentary maker: Bowling for Columbine, Fahrenheit 9/11, Sicko) and got to learn that he is a ”Practising Catholic”. Hmmm..? I would recommend that he skip meat on Fridays.

 

Recent Readings, Bumpy rides of Internet: from Lust to Learning. March 22, 2008

What brings me to write this crude post with a crude title? I’ve been reading a bit of Tolstoy and he inspires me to tell the truth and be truthful. In the past two months I have read three classic writers that I’d always managed to avoid: D.H. Lawrence (The Rainbow), Charles Dickens ( Christmas Carol, Great expectations) and Leo Tolstoy (Death of Ivan Ilych and now reading ”Confession”) I avoided reading them because I grow to hate everything that has too much hoopla about it. If everyone yells it is VERRRY GOOD, then it must be bad; that’s my philosophy. Of course this rule does not always turn out to be true, but mostly it is. But well, I did read these three writers and I was quite impressed by D.H. Lawrence’s beautiful language and immensely candid thoughts about sex, lust, death, religion, spirituality etc. Many of his thoughts about Christianity were the ones I myself have secretly pondered over. But seems like the bastard clearly beat me to it. :-) Well, good on him. I might be a teetotaler but I will still toast a black coffee to his blessed soul. May he rest in peace.

 

 

Charles Dickens is gooey and wordy. But his genius does shine in his humor, characterizations and of course story telling. I’m not sure if I would be reading more of his work though I must go through David Copperfield sometime in future.

 

 

Tolstoy, I find admirably truthful. As I previously thought he was no vegetarian saint but a totally flawed man who confesses in his memoirs that he has been ”adulterous in many ways”, lied, cheated, been violent, murdered people indiscriminately in battles as a soldier and so goes his list of sins. But to his credit he confesses to have no special authority on the meaning of life thing. I do not like him much as a writer and Anna Karenina slumbers on by book shelf not far from War and Peace, both unread. I find Tolstoy dull and sulky despite his genius and honesty. I cannot find any vibrancy or humor in his writings. Besides, translations always make the original writing more dull. So, Anna Karenina will be picked up if Ember gets reeeelly desperate, wink wink ;-)

 

 

And now to the second topic. I have been wondering what uses intelligent and responsible people have for internet. Is it normal for normal people to spend so much time on the internet? I mean turn the clocks about 10 or 20 years back there was no such thing as internet as we know it now. I for one got the Net bug from age 19 and I have never left it. It has blessed me in many ways. I can remember my first email (in late 1999) that got a reply was from some 30 year old girl in Sault Sainte Marie in Ontario Canada (very close to the border of Michigan, U.S.A.) who also taught me to pronounce it right (Sue saint Marie) How else indeed could I have learned so much about the world beyond my reach? As a nerdy 19 year old I spent hours reading foreign coverage of New York Times, International Herald Tribune and Washington Post. I can clearly remember some of the articles I read in 1999 and 2000 that I could never access all my life before.

 

 

Along with these good learning pursuits also came the junk. Porn that was never to be sought but was always there, thrown at me through innocent misguided searches, in emails and all over really. Also, useless time sucking internet chats, love affairs etc. etc. were to infest a teeny young man that I was. Fortunately I got rid of most of the obsessive chats and online romances by the age of 24. But still much of the internet clutter keeps boring into my mind to this day. Sometimes I am trying to research something and all I do is to be stuck in never never land for hours and learn nothing but end up signing up here and there or downloading new softwares and programs!

 

 

My favorite author Gore Vidal does not use internet or computer for that matter. Maybe that’s why he managed to retain a sparkling intellect, delightful humor and eloquent speech well up to his 80th year? Noam Chomsky who is considered by many to be greatest living genius of our times who has developed groundbreaking theories in the field of Linguistics and who has written most well researched and provocative articles on U.S. foreign policy, world politics considers internet ”a great waste” and does not bother to go online even as much of his works are available on the internet. Hmmmmmmmm…..

 

 

On the surface, this leads me to believe that no serious writer or scientist or intellectual would bother with the internet but it is not quite so. Even most of the aging legends have internet presence and are joyously hooked on the internet.

 

 

So my verdict in the end is that I will stick to it! My blog posts are mostly read by people who search things like , ”Sex”, ”big penis”, ”how to get white women” But once in a while people drop by and compliment me on my writing, get provoked by my views on religion and politics, leave some incisive comments. So, in the end my blog gets its due rewards. When I say my blog I mean my WordPress Blog because that’s where I mostly write the most dull, boring and political stuff that I do not wish to inflict on my social networking folks all the time. lol.

 

 

At last I would mention something interesting… one example how internet provides a nerd like me to do weird things. I often listen to radio stations (news, talk, politics, BBC, NPR) on the internet. The other day I managed to tune into BBC London which is FM station run by BBC in London. There is a talk show that runs from 2am to 6am British time. I managed to listen to it live one evening (it is exactly evening in New Zealand when it is morning in UK). It being me, I could not help sending an email on a flaming political topic. 10 minutes later it was read by the talk host as I listened to it live on the internet through my headphones. My name and email was broadcast all over wintry foggy London in early morning Hmmmmm….. It may not mean anything to you but I call it Nerd Bliss. ;-)

 

What you think of any of the issues raised in this post: literature, internet etc. If you have any opinions or feelings about it, feel free to write. TTFN as in ta ta for now.

 

Suicide Terrorism 101 February 26, 2008

***May edit later for clarity and fix typos, typing it off and publishing it instantly for now**

**All comments are welcome and please feel free to share with others***

 

I am running short on time to update this blog often. But I will definitely continue to update this blog especially when I feel compelled to by some flaming concerns or ideas. And this one was inspired by an article ”Genesis of Suicide Terrorism” by Scott Atran published in an excellent collection of essays called ”The best American Science and Nature Writing” edited by Steven Pinker. I certainly have some ideas about this terror about terrorism that is heard about everywhere from Presidential/ Prime Ministerial or Congressional/ Parliamentary speeches to mass media outlets, internet webpages, books etc.

 

 

I jotted down these points in a hurry last night after reading the article. The purpose of this post is not to write an article high on statistics but to offer some insights based on common sense.

 

 

I am trying to focus on crucial issues that maybe considered irrelevant, trivial or abstract by foreign policy institutes and academics who are more interested in explaining away things through reason and statistics. Indeed most people in Middle East and even in West are not looking for psychoanalysis, politics or statistics as they behave in much simpler and subtler ways. They neither read nor are interested in reading press releases and statements by the US State Department, thesis or papers by academics, books by specialists or journalists.

 

 

I hope this post will help anyone reading it to understand the issue or at least reflect on it. Please note that the terrorism that I mention is that of Islamic extremism.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Why Suicide Terrorism exists?

 

 

1.) Poverty and religious/ideological Extremism– The article by Scott Atran undermines poverty as the major cause of suicide terrorism. I strongly disagree. Poverty produces suicide terrorism on many levels: poor or nonexistent education that results in dogmatism, unemployment because of shattered economy, frustration, desperation, bitterness, disturbed family life; all these factors in turn make young individuals very vulnerable to religious fundamentalism, fatalism, charismatic fundamentalist spiritual leaders.

 

 

 

Ideological extremism is created in part because of poverty as mentioned above but it also exists on its own. As Scott Atran mentions that many of the suicide bombers have been fairly educated young men with respectable jobs. Culture and religion play powerful roles. I’m sure academic degrees do not represent education. If it did Islamic society won’t be riddled with messed up theocratic governments, women won’t face inhuman restrictions and even bigger threats of domestic violence and honor killings. I think Bushites and American conservatives got it right when they talk about opening up of the markets and liberalizing economies.

 

 

 

In the absence of healthy interaction with the West and Islamic countries extremism spreads and pervades all sections of society. But unfortunately Bushites and Conservatives also don’t give a damn about sincerely liberalizing or educating Islamic societies as they seem to be more interested in money$$$$$$ as the pattern of American trade and diplomatic links with countries like Saudi Arabia shows.

 

 

 

2.) Big Egos and let’s admit we all love this big game-- Another huge reason that feeds terrorism is that leaders both in the West and Islamic nations are more worried about flaunting their egos than pursuing peace. Nobody wants to make concessions, in their hearts the power wielding leaders know that they will always have power and money and do not see how bringing peace at the expense of their egos will benefit them. So, both calls for Jihad and Crusade feed each other.

 

 

 

What is even worse most of the common folks, the masses themselves show this trend. Thanks to media and populists this whole ”clash of civilizations’ thing has become a fun game for West and the East. When suicide bombers blow themselves up, CNN and other Networks are dumb enough to broadcast videos of rejoicing Muslims. You bet Al Jazeera does the same when it shows the images of Muslims getting slaughtered by Israeli or Western forces, their homes getting blown up by powerful weapons. People’s emotions are stirred against each other to fuel hatred. This tit for tat game becomes addictive and people want to keep on playing it both for fun and vindictiveness. Peace is out of the question when people don’t want it in the first place.

 

 

 

3.) Terrorism is a massive business for both sides– As already mentioned leaders in the Islamic world as well as in the West derive their support from the same source- Terrorism- that they both accuse each other of. Osama Bin Laden becomes a Islamic hero because he claims to fight Crusaders. George W. Bush etc. win votes for fighting Jihadists. The West even creates enormous new bureaucratic departments, intelligence agencies to fight this new threat. Armies are deployed in foreign countries. Weapons companies make billions of dollars which I’m sure are shared by government agencies who give out contracts. Can you guess Why Donald Rumsfeld was so much in love with the war thing? It was his business as in money maker and power justifier.

 

 

 

 

SOLUTIONS.

 

 

 

1.) Foreign direct investment and free trade relations with Islamic countries, industrialization, development of service based economies in the Islamic societies that in turn will open up their societies; expose them to liberal ideas, education, culture, tolerance and in the long run- hopefully- civil liberties, religious freedom. Prosperity indeed makes people too busy and too happy to go off to foreign lands as suicide bombers to get a comfortable place in heaven with 72 virgins (male or female). Smaller prosperous nations like UAE, Bahrain, Qatar and in South East Asia, Malaysia are too busy doing the business and interested in progressive pursuits to bother about suicide bombings against people who they have nothing against in the first place.

 

 

 

2.) Counter extremist education and media outlets– For once we need good quality TV, Radio stations that emphasize the importance of peace, tolerance, free trade, mutual understanding between Islam and Western Christianity/ West and East. These TV and Radio channels should also have lots of non news entertainment (like dubbed and subtitled movies, Sitcoms, TV dramas) and infotainment (modeled after History channel, National Geographic, Discovery channel etc. that should have Middle East history, culture, public affairs, society, civil liberties and East-West harmony as their focus) content. Propagandist short wave radio stations are not very good models.

 

 

 

3.) Marketing peace– Peace must be marketed as a great incentive not preached as a chore. In Islamic countries people should be made aware of the fruits of peace: prosperity, stability, free trade, better quality of life for families and future generations.

 

Peace will indubitably make Islamist leaders jobless. Their leadership, energy, intelligence and influence must be channeled in different directions. They can head democratic, civil governments. They can share power like Hamas (governing Hamas will prove to be a good thing in the long run and it also makes it easy for West to do business with it that way) In no way, should these leaders and rulers be rendered unemployed. The result will be the same as the devastating effects in Iraq after firing Baathist bureaucracy, disbanding army and police.

 

 

 

In the West where huge counter-terrorism agencies have become great employers… those jobs should be transfered to diplomatic and trade departments, peace and inter-cultural study centers and institutions. Weapons companies should invest their capital and technical prowess in civil ventures, technologies and developing infrastructure in less developed Middle Eastern countries.

 

 

 

4.) Promotion of religious tolerance and harmony between two civilizations- Both religious and civil organizations in East and West should promote religious tolerance and harmony. Islam, Judaism and Christianity have striking similarities and similar origins. The attempt must not be to enmesh these religions but to come to an understanding that they have equal right to exist individually. Fundamentalist Christians who spread Islamophobia should be embarrassed by peace institutes and responsible press and media. Same job should be done in Islamic countries by their media, press and peace organizations. West should seriously ask Islamic countries to accept religious freedoms. Apostasy and anti- conversion laws must be abolished in Islamic countries. Christians should be able to promote Christianity (on agreed terms) and operate churches just as Muslims are allowed to promote Islam and operate Mosques in the West.

 

Exchange of quality classic and modern Literature- There is already good appreciation of Sufi Islam, ancient Persian Literature in the West (poetry of Rumi and Robayat of Omar Khayyam), Arabian Nights. But unlike other non Western countries (especially non English speaking)  -like India, Japan, Russia, Eastern Europe, African countries- there is not much exchange taking place in the field of Literature. It would be great to have increased number of translated works of quality literature from Arab World, Iran, Pakistan, Afghanistan and rest of the Muslim world.  Similarly great works of English literature must be translated into good literary Arabic and Persian.  I’m sure works like Tess of D’ubervilles, The great Gatsby, To kill a mockingbird, Pride and Prejudice, Anne of Green Gables, Wuthering Heights,  Les Miserables, Lord of the Rings, Chronicles of Narnia, Middlesex, works of Shakespeare, Mark Twain, John Steinbeck, Philip Roth, Ellie Wiesel, James Michener etc. -to name a few- translated into Arabic and Persian would be appreciated on different levels and give Islamic world insights into Western culture, civilization and values.

 

 

 

Liberal religious organizations like Quakers, Unitarians, other liberal Christian churches should unite to increase cross religious and cross cultural links. Governments should provide funding and grants to such ventures.

 

 

 

The Western countries must take a very strong stand on human rights violations in Islamic countries, oppression of minorities and women, honor killings. Surely if Christian conservatives can do multi- billion dollar business with the Royal family of Saudi Arabia they can also make it clear that they should finally normalize the status of women and recognize them as free human beings.

 

 

 

5.) If there are still loony folks around they must be thrown into loony bins and prisons. If these loonies are in public offices or government they must be forced to resign or voted out of power.

 

6.) USE HUMOR- Clue: Publishing Mohammad cartoons in newspapers may not be a very good idea. By the way, those newspapers claim that it is brave to do so are wrong. They are just playing. If they were serious about screwed up Islamic societies they would also be publishing well researched and stimulating articles on Female Genital mutilation, honor killings and execution of LGBT communities in Islamic countries.

 

Ember Endorsements: Go Obama and McCain. January 29, 2008

Filed under: News, Opinion, Personal, USA, World, politics — emberglow @ 6:14 pm
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I am just writing this post for the record. Months and months ago while discussing upcoming American Presidential elections with my online friends (mostly American) I had hazarded a guess about the possible President to be. My choices were: Barack Obama from the D camp and Rudy Giuliani from the R camp. While Rudy has seriously screwed up his chances by shoddy and smug campaign, Obama has risen as the star for new politics and new things of substance.

 

Months ago, my good friends had suggested that- from D camp- Obama is immature and Hilary will win the day as she got the right connections and the money and two timer in the White House as husband. But I disagreed. She always came across as a power hungry phony to me. It was a dangerous thing to say back then because Mrs. Clinton has always been a very respected figure, but in the recent times she has definitely made her phoniness apparent in collusion with her tag team partner and husband. I think American people suspected her lack of mettle from the very beginning in Iowa and the initial polls in New Hampshire. She won New Hampshire with a slight margin only because of pity vote as she cried her way to a wafer thin victory.

 

I probably shouldn’t be saying all this because-yet- she may very well become President and nuke this part of the world where I write my missives from. But I am expressing my unabashed opinion. February 5th, the grand Tuesday, will seal the fate and I hope it will be in Barack Obama’s favor. His election will only confirm all that is good, noble and sound about America.

 

As a final word, I also support and endorse John Mccain from the R camp as he is a person of substance and great moral courage.

 

God’s grace. January 22, 2008

Filed under: Christianity, God, Life, Personal, Philosophical — emberglow @ 6:57 am
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I was just searching for some Bible verse that mentions God’s sovereign will in the redemption of humankind. Because without God’s grace we are incapable of saving ourselves no matter how much good works or Karma or righteousness we can claim to possess. It is not our ability to be good but God’s ability to be merciful that matters. Right now, I also pray to God to reach the ones who put their faith in Him and save them from stumbling doubts, the calamities of life and afterlife. Amen.

 


Here are some verses from Jeremiah that caught my attention:

Jeremiah Chapter 32:38-41

They shall be my people and I shall be their God. I will give them one heart and one way, that they may fear me for all time,for their own good and the good of their children after them. I will make an everlasting covenant with them, never to draw back from doing good to them; and I will put my fear in their hearts, so that they may not turn from me. I will rejoice in doing good to them, and I will plant them in this land in faithfulness, with all my heart and all my soul.

 

Hey, you know where YOUR brain is? January 17, 2008

Hello readers, I am still not timed or primed for much blogging but right now I am waiting for someone and it occurred to me that I should share with you something. It started with this article from The New York Times, that has stimulated me immensely: ” Big Brain Theory: Have Cosmologists Lost Theirs?”

 

It is a long article in the science section but I am only concentrating on one thing: the possibility of the existence of parallel brains in the parallel universes. It is very possible that in the vastness of the cosmos around you some atoms happened to be assembled exactly in the manner of your own brain, for whatever duration. In this sense, there are the clones of your brain out there floating into the eternity that think like you, feel like you, fear like you, become happy like you and make sense of everything like you do. Isn’t it just amazing? The very thought! 

 

Maybe some brain out there is writing this very blog and there are other brains out there, just like your brain, who are reading it at this very moment. Surreal it maybe but impossible it’s not.

 

And this was the queer thought I wanted to share with you. Until next time, bless your brain folks.  Take care.

 

This blog is hibernating. January 9, 2008

Filed under: Personal — emberglow @ 6:58 pm

Hello, to all ye enter. Due to personal commitments and other obsessions, that keep me preoccupied, I am not updating this blog at the moment. I have been noticing the great excitement of presidential primaries in the US. But I am not even blogging about it as my blogging spirit is hibernating. I’ve also been doing some personal writing, that’s one of the obsessions.

I will be back for sure. And then I will blog like a maniac! But for now, I will remain tranquil.

Greetings,

Ember.

 

Season’s greetings and a Very Happy New Year :-) December 28, 2007

Filed under: Personal — emberglow @ 7:18 pm
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Hi everyone, I haven’t blogged in a long time as I am taking time off from internet and blogging. But I will start again sometime in January I think. But this is just a short post to wish you all a (belated) very Merry Christmas and a great New Year.

 

God Bless,

Ember.

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